Friday, April 27, 2018

Maskulinity

The theme of masculinity in Diaz's stories has been brought up in class a few times, and I found it very interesting to look at what role it plays in the story "Ysrael."
One of the earliest events that stood out to me is when Yunior cries after being sexually harassed on the bus, and Rafa tells him off for crying, calling him a "pussy." While it's true that Rafa doesn't know the real reason why his brother is crying, his message is nonetheless very clear: Yunior needs to get tougher, because 'real' men don't cry.
I also wonder if Ysrael's mask is a symbol of masculinity. Or if not masculinity, a defense mechanism. I found a Latin American sport called "lucha libre", which involves two male (never female) wrestlers wearing masks. Apparently the biggest dishonor is not necessarily losing the match, but having your opponent remove your mask to reveal your face. The stealing of the mask is considered a symbol of losing your identity and masculinity.
So if we are to consider this in the context of the story, perhaps Rafa and Ysrael are the wrestlers (in the story, Ysrael is actually into wrestling). Ysrael wears a physical mask, and seems to do everything in his power to avoid others stealing his mask. While Rafa doesn't have a physical mask, he seems to put on a very 'tough' outwards appearance. Rafa is very determined to remove Ysrael's mask, in my opinion, not only because he is curious about Ysrael's injury, but also because Rafa is frustrated that Ysrael keeps evading capture by any of the boys. I feel as if Rafa is somehow determined to reveal the 'true' Ysrael whom he believes is under that mask. And of course, by taking off Ysrael's mask, Rafa seems to strip Ysrael's power as well, something that is often associated with masculinity.
And then there's Yunior. In class, we touched on the possibility that Yunior is more interested in the person behind the mask, unlike Rafa, who is interested in removing Ysrael's defense mechanism and just looking at his injuries. It definitely seems as if Yunior does not fit the typical mold of masculinity, especially in Latin American culture. This seems to be consistent in other stories involving the two brothers as well—In "Fiesta, 1980," Yunior is constantly carsick, for which his father calls him a weakling.


Friday, April 6, 2018

How "How" Made Me Feel

The short story, "How" has become one of my favorite pieces I've read for this class so far. In a way, the style reminds me of "Pee on Water"—I feel as if I'm watching a time lapse or movie, completely engrossed in every scene and the emotion it holds. In addition, the two stories share the clear passage of time, which I think adds to the film-like feel. "Pee on Water" unconventionally tells the story of human evolution, while "How" concerns the arc of a certain relationship, over "a week, a month, a year," and how it feels like "just a series of endless tests."
In addition, both stories employ short, deliberate sentences that are extremely effective in evoking emotion within the reader (me). Some of my favorites from Moore's story include "unleash your irritation in short, staccato blasts," "apartments can shrink like drying ponds," and "lie [in bed next to each other] like sewing needles." While those phrases include vivid imagery and metaphors, there are also powerful phrases as simple as when the boyfriend tells you (?) to "have a heart." Moore seems to master the timing/placement of these snippets of conversation. While James Baldwin paints beautiful scenes with long, descriptive phrases, the frankness of both Moore and Glaser's writing (for me, at least) hits closer to home and makes it easier to see myself as a character in their stories. And as we discussed briefly in class, Moore's use of the imperative mood makes her writing feel all the more personal.
On my cover of New American Stories, there's a little spiel from Ben Marcus about the pieces in the book, describing how a good short story can affect a reader. "If they are well made," he says, "and you submit to them, they go in clean...they trigger pleasure, fear, fascination, love, confusion, desire, repulsion. The potent story writers, to me, are the ones why deploy language as a kind of contraband, pumping it into us until we collapse on the floor...overwhelmed with feeling." While "How" is not part of New American Stories I feel as if it checked all of the boxes consistent with Marcus' description. "How" immersed me in the storyline of the main character, taking me on a rollercoaster of happiness, anger and sadness. While I didn't "collapse on the floor" after I finished reading, it was one of those stories that made me stare blankly into space for a few minutes, emotionally taxed, contemplating about how intensely Moore's writing made me feel.